I'M EXHAUSTED! I SHAMPOOED CARPET TODAY AND AFTER ALL THE HARD WORK I'M TOO TIRED TO BE EXCITED WITH MY THREE YEAR OLD I REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE A FAILURE AS A MOTHER I FEEL LIKE I'M RUINING MY DAUGHTER CHILDHOOD. I KNOW THAT NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT ANSWERS TO RAISING A CHILD IF ANY ONE DID I'M SURE THE SECRET WOULD BE OUT THERE SO WE COULD ALL LIVE IN A BEAUTIFUL UTOPIA WERE NOTHING WOULD GO WRONG. I'M EXHAUSTED AT PRETENDING THAT EVERYTHING IS OK OR WILL BE OK. NO I DO NOT ENJOY SPENDING TIME WITH YOUR LOUD MOTHER, NO I DO NOT LIKE THE WAY YOUR FATHER SPEAKS TO ME. NO YOUR BROTHER CAN NOT CONTINUE TO TALK ABOUT WOMEN LIKE THIS IS 1800'S AND MEXICO. NO YOUR OTHER BROTHER DOES NOT KNOW EVERYTHING! AND YES YOUR LIL SISTER IS A STUPID SLUT BUT SHES SO STUPID SHES NOT EVEN GOOD AT IT! NO I DON'T WANT TO HANG OUT WITH THEM SURE BABE GO AHEAD LEAVE ME HERE WITH NO FRIENDS! SURE I'LL GIVE YOU MONEY TO SPEND! SURE I'LL BUY YOU AND YOUR COWORKERS FOOD. THAT THEY WERE GONNA PAY ME FOR!SURE NO PROBLEM WALK IN WHEN THE DOOR IS CLEARLY CLOSED SO THAT NO ONE SEES ME NAKED NO PROBLEM! SURE YOU WANNA OPEN THE DOOR TO THE BATH ROOM WHEN I AM CLEARLY TRYING TO GET A WAY FROM YOU. OH! YOU WANT TO TALK WHILE I'M SITTING ON THE TOILET SURE GRAB A SEAT! I CLOSE THE DOOR FOR A REASON!!! TO GET AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU CRAZY FUCKING PEOPLE!!!! I KNOW BECAUSE I'M A NURSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS NORMAL YOU GOTTA JUST FIND THOSE THAT ARE YOUR KIND OF CRAZY TO FEEL AT HOME..... I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE TEXAS I JUST WANT MY PEOPLE HERE I DON'T WANT THESE (YOUR) PEOPLE HERE AND NOT NEAR ME AND MY DAUGHTER. I'M BLABBING I BEEN HOLDING IT IN SO LONG NON OF IT MAKES SINCE I JUST NEED TO GET IT OUT BEFORE I RIP MY OWN SKIN OFF!!!! OK I FEEL SOME WHAT BETTER!