I do not know how to get moving... I know that I truely hate when I start a new routine I have no paticients to continue and the truth is that it really my own damn fault for allowing my husbands bad behavior to influenec in to cravings and a very seditary lifestyle. It used to be that I would never be home and would walk constantly and make damn sure that I burned twice as many calories that I put in but he really, really like to eat out and therefore makes me eat out rguarly. I will learn to get over it and to not allow him to be a bad influence. I will make a routine of things, I will make the changes. I need to!
my family. meaning my mother and sister and brother who lost too young were very active and motivated and for that matter. So was I. this is gonna be hard but I will be healthy darn it, even if i have to get divorced to do it... ok thats a bit extreme but I want you guys to know that I mean it.
